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Cigarettes and Apathy
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And the wind was her sister,

"I used to think that after you died you would get to see yourself through the eyes of everyone you had ever interacted with, and that depending on your behavior this could be heaven or hell."

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Ah I drank. Insatiably I drank.
But I was filled up also, with too much
world, and, drinking, I myself ran over.

-Rainer Maria Rilke

Devious Info

  • Interests: I write: http://www.fictionpress.com/~precipice
  • Favourite movie: Fight Club.Alice in Wonderland. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
  • Favourite genre of music: Come listen to music with me on my roof.
  • Favourite artist: People with a passion for their art.
  • Favourite poet or writer: They change every week. This week; let's go with Vonnegut.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Let me draw on your walls.
  • Skin of choice: I'd like to get underneath yours.
  • Tools of the Trade: Anything I can get my hands on.

Cracked.

Sun Nov 15, 2009, 12:36 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Always Attract- You Me At Six....deal with it.
  • Reading: Le Morte d'Arthur
  • Watching: This roadblock in my life.
  • Playing: Games with my own head.
  • Eating: Smoke.
  • Drinking: Fuck, I need a drink.
I feel like I've finally snapped.

Nothing I say sounds right, my voice isn't my own, my actions are certainly someone else's.

The light is reflecting off of the peoeple's eyes that I thought were a part of my life, but instead of the sunlight bouncing through their iris, it is hatred, gleaming. Killing.


Tell me what I should do. I wish that I had faith in something. A god, a mentor. Give me someone to look up to, to keep me grounded.

It would give me hope, a reason for the things that I do. I should live for myself, but it's harder than it's cracked up to be.




Am I myself anymore? My skin doesn't fit.

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~MrRio4444 3 days 19 hours ago
-clears throat-
Mee mee mee meeeeee.
-slight cough-


:music: Thank you soooOOOOoooOOOO muuuuuccchh for the fah-ha-haaaa-vourite! :music:

-jazzy drum beats-
Yeah.

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See the cat? See the cradle?
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~reverseXthisXcurse 2 days 21 hours ago
-claps enthusiastically-


That was absolutely beautiful. You're quite welcome, the pleasure was all mine.

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"Imagine how beautiful you are in the eyes of each of your lovers, and how entirely different. "
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~MrRio4444 Oct 27, 2009, 10:48:59 PM
Sohmer makes me laugh, haha. A group of teenagers came into his comic book store to make fun of it and all the people that like that sort of thing. He tried to keep quiet, but then responded like this:

Girl 1: So, like, was this always your dream? To open up a little comic book shop for dorks?
Sohmer: Actually, no. My dream was to become an astronaut, but that was cut short when NASA discovered my secret.
Girl1: Your secret?
MSohmer: Yeah, turns out I love kicking ignorant teens who condescend to others. In the throat.
Girl 1: What?
Sohmer: You want to come in the back room for a sec?
Girl 2: We should probably get going.

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See the cat? See the cradle?
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~reverseXthisXcurse Oct 28, 2009, 6:03:27 PM
HAAHHAHAHAHHAAHHHAHHAHAHHAH. I MUST MEET THIS HUMAN BEING.

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"Imagine how beautiful you are in the eyes of each of your lovers, and how entirely different. "
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~MrRio4444 Oct 28, 2009, 10:00:38 PM
Let's move to Canada and I'll introduce you to him!

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See the cat? See the cradle?
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~reverseXthisXcurse Oct 29, 2009, 2:46:02 PM
GOOD. They have better health care anyways!

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"Imagine how beautiful you are in the eyes of each of your lovers, and how entirely different. "
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~Saiisuke Oct 25, 2009, 12:51:27 PM
thx for the fav!

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I truly am my own redeemer
blindly I follow none but myself
without fear I am.

"To conquer fear is the beginning of wisdom."
Bertrand Russell
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~reverseXthisXcurse Oct 25, 2009, 5:20:01 PM
You're quite welcome.

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"Imagine how beautiful you are in the eyes of each of your lovers, and how entirely different. "
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~reverseXthisXcurse Oct 15, 2009, 5:46:12 PM
You're quite welcome.

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"Imagine how beautiful you are in the eyes of each of your lovers, and how entirely different. "
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